What I really wanted

On my way to work, I listen to music always. My recent favorite is Noriyuki Makihara's album 'Explore'. This morning one of his songs hit my head. He makes really good songs. I love his lyrics in most of his song.

I found my reason why I keep creating stuff in this song.

The original song is written in Japanese but I try to translate.

[What I really wanted]

A while ago I found a very wonderful thing
And was happy
When I looked aside, I noticed there was someone
Then I realized he needs what I found more than I do now
Though I felt precious about it, I decided to put it up

If I keep looking,
I will find something more
He thanked me again and again
He smiled me with full of joy

Later I found a very wonderful thing again
When I looked aside, I noticed there was someone
Then I realized she needs what I found more than I do now
Though I felt precious about it, I decided to put it up

If I keep looking,
I will find something more
I was happy I could see a happy smiley face looking at me

After all I kept doing the same thing over and over
found nothing
When I looked back...

I found so many happy smiley faces
I felt warm inside
Then I realized this is what I was looking for

At last I found what I really wanted